Poor Kai Meng Boy ....

Great, another sleepless night ... since when I can really get a good rest eh? After the train started the journey, I've to wait for 30 mins because too many people walking and talking, mostly Malay and not sure what's the occasion. Kids shouting, people climb up and down, conductor checking tickets and couple chit chatting in the same bed!!! It's like a midnight market in the train.

About 1 plus, I can finally sleep tight, never felt this tired and also called my kids while waiting for them to be quiet. I can still remember it was a good sleep until I felt my ear and hand were so itchy and realize it's a MOSQUITO BITE !!! WTF .... I never had mosquitoes in 2nd deck and first time ever. The more I cautious, the more I heard they flying around me. Shit! Finally I've no choice but to use the thin-useless-old blanket provided by KTMB to reduce the bites. OMG ... why can't you just spare me?!?!

Not sure until when and I really doze off again .. until 5 plus the operator wake us up as we're almost reaching JB Sentral. There it goes my rest and sleep because I will need to go thru Woodlands in another 15 - 30 mins. Damn it. Just hopefully today will not be another zombie day for me.

Work seems occupied me a lot today and I'm keen to take the 8:30pm TC at home so I already went home about 6:30pm quickly grab a dinner (have to get a cheap one as I spent a lot during weekend and sometimes go for pricey meal with colleagues) and straight home.

$2.50 + 20 cents rice = $2.70 as dinner

Once I've settled down, got to know Kai Meng was very sick and high fever. It was ok last nite and this morning but suddenly went to serious. At that moment, I really feel to give up everything and back to KL for good.

You earn something, you'll lose something. I believe that's the formula and rational of life. To certain people, my action is called stupid and loser but on the other hand, I rather lose my job rather than my family. I'm not really deceiving myself but when you're alone abroad, struggling thru life, missing the family and one very moment you know something happen to your family member, your heart seems already teleported back to KL within fraction of seconds.

At that moment, I really feel helpless because you know something bad happen but you can't do anything. Though fever normally won't fatal but nothing is guaranteed right? Both my parents is hopeless and have to rely on my MIL. She will take him to see our family doctor in OUG by taxi. Again I feel bad because both my parent drive but can't count on them. Hopefully tomorrow will be better for him and can't wait until Wed as I will be traveling back to KL tomorrow night.

Talk about that, I suppose to be on leave on Thu but because HR gave me wrong information as I will need to take unpaid leave, so I've decided to cancel that and work while my family is in SG. I've plan so many things but because of something minor misunderstanding, things seems not so correct. Wanted to work from home but my colleague told me that our boss doesn't like people working from home. This is the problem with you work with a female boss, single and spend work as quality time. She even woke up check emails at 5am and drive to office at 6am. Not sure if she really understand what is rest and quality time is ....