That's it ... another Sunday. Another happy and sad day as well. Like what I've wrote in my previous posts, so enjoy to wake up seeing your son playing next to you but sad when I leave them at Pudu and my son cry. Just now, the mother went for wedding dinner and I've brought Violet and Kai Meng to buy bread. It's for Kai Meng as he is feverish and can't eat rice. To avoid making him sad, I purposely explain and tell him that I'm going to be back on Wednesday and bring them to SG together and I watch both of them went up staircase before I left.
When I called Violet once I'm home, she told me Kai Meng cried again and asking why I didn't bring them to SG together? Again, my heart being cut like a knife again. Which parent wanted to leave their love behind if given the choice but to make life secure and settle financial issues, I've no choice. I did think of bring them to SG and live there but seems tough. Shireen dislike SG and wouldn't want to live there, education system is different in SG and afraid the kids will have tough time familiarising and catching up the school here. Hope he will understand me one day.
It's 9:45pm now and I shall get ready to KL Sentral for my voyage. It was raining heavily since noon and hope I can easily get a cab and the train will reach SG safely. Good night!
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